I am lost. Can somebody find me?
I cannot find myself. I don’t know where I’m heading to. I keep saying I’m lost because I am. I’ve been spacing out lately and this is the worst I’ve gone ever since. I don’t recall things I did. I forget things easily. Nothing is retained in my head. My head is actually empty. I’m emptying my head with thoughts about the future. I had to stop over thinking things. But the sad thing is, I think I’ve lost myself in that process. Maybe I’m born to be an over thinker, futuristic, perfectionist and make everything planned ahead of me. Now, when everything I’ve planned is messed up. I am messed up myself. I am getting good sleeps. But I feel so light when I woke up as if something’s missing. Maybe my brain. Maybe my sense of direction. My sense of optimism. My sense of living life.
I’m lost and I wanted to be found. But how, when I, myself couldn’t find the ‘me’ either?